LK.HER.

Monday, April 30, 2007

하루 그 날은 너를 멍하니 볼 수 밖에 없었어
那一天我只能痴痴地望着你

그때는 너무 아파 휴~ 말 조차 할 수가 없었거든
那时的我太痛苦 hew~ 连话也说不出口

제발 가지 말라고 해봤지만 소용없는 거잖아
说了求你不要离开的话但那也于事无补

보는 거 그거라도 해야 했었어
总要试一试啊

마지막 일 테니까
因为那是最后一天了

*나 없이 정말 어떤 거니
如果没有我你真的怎样才好

너 하는 일조차 귀찮아하면서
连有你的日子都觉得开心

아파하며 살진 않는 거니 나 정말 니가 걱정이 돼~
觉得痛不欲生我真的可以为你担心吗～

아냐 내가 못됐지 사실은 그랬으면 좋겠어
你知道吗我做不到实际上如果那样的话就好了

열 번쯤 스무 번쯤 또 서른 번쯤 너를 미워했어
十次二十次再三十次左右我就会恨你了

bad mood.
pardon me.
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not feeling any better. FUCK!

has been a long long time since i started blogging again, wasnt feeling very well today. kept falling down recently and our SYF actually got COP. never in my life had i got a COP before, welll, was kinda in a state of shock when i received the news this afternoon. anyway, no point brooding over it, cause life still has to go on, the world wont stop for me even if i want it to. studies are as screwed as my health and CCA...failed my geo test. Ungraded. i guess only a genius like me would ever get this kinda result. still remember what the principal said during mass civics, every one out of three students in the sch have at least 4As for their a level. well then take a good look at my promo results last year. ADDEEE. fcuk. nvm. just received 2 A level grades out of 7 subjects, An A & B, must say that it's a good start, but you'll never know wad happens in the end. i'm like trying to accomplish something impossible---A levels. oh ya, glad to say that i'm beginning to fall for econs all thanks to Mr Gilbert Lee from my tuition center. not only does he makes a good econs teacher, but also a good GP teacher. with his knowledge and language, i'm sure he'll be able to hold up to the task. unlike some fcuking useless teachers in my school, who apparently gave the wrong format of the DRQ, and went through like 6 blanks for an 1h lecture. he's just wasting my precious time. dont understand why my parents have to be taxed to pay such lousy teachers in school.