well, sometimes i find myself rather contradicting, i missed school when i started working, i missed work when i started schooling. lolx...how funny can i be....now that i'm bloggin, my parents are out there in the living room screaming at each other, dunno for wad reason, i have no idea. i'm trying not to be bothered and not let my thoughts run wild. hmwk piling up like nobody's business and i have yet to even make the effort to look through despite the fact that school's starting in 2 weeks time....the most i'll get all the cold shoulders and scoldings from my teachers, wad eva la, so wad if i'm taking my alevels this coming year. it wasnt the original path that i chose to take, it never was and it had never been, if not for my two "dear" parents insisting on me going into the jc and then to the uni, i guess i would have been enjoying myself, socialising with my poly friends tat i had planned to do so. alot said that i'm not cut out for poly, simply for a reason, i'm a mugger. for goodness sake, have you ever seen a mugger do last minute work, have you ever seen a mugger not revising and reading her notes even it was just 15minutes before the promotional exam, will a mugger not know anything about that subject and just sit in for the paper. will they? well, in that case, how can i be a mugger when you hardly see books on my hands. what makes those who said i'm not cut out fot poly think that i'll be cut out for the jc system. things are really getting outta hand lately...gosh... i'm so lost...