Saturday. evening. forced by parents to attend this dinner when i dun know a single soul there. Ended up getting myself drunk there after 2 bottles of beer + 1 glass of whiskey.Reached home early morning, dragged myself to bath, and knocked out in my bed immediately when my head touches the pillow.
I never like to get drunk. The aftermath of it. god. I felt as though my head was splitting into halves. The whole experience was bizzare. One lesson learnt here. Never get drunk unprepared.
Was supposed to meet marcel at NLB at 10am to mug. I reached only at 11am, one hour later due to the horrid headache.reached and settled to revise my macro econs. :) the process was tedious, but I enjoyed it. I love macro econs. Marcel said I need to start learning how to protect my ears. well apparently, such remarks came about cause i was blasting music at my ears from the lap. hahaa.
I'll try, I really will. Promise.
Went out for lunch at around 2pm, brunch at mac. the quality of the food there, hmmm, there's still room for improvement, I would say. As usual, talks with marcel are always interesting and enlightening. I cant exactly remmember where we started out, but we were talking about how no choice can be a good choice, and sometimes the best choice. That was what i told her.People who know me will know that it's typical of me to feel the grass to be always greener on the other side. Yeap. Indeed, I did regret choosing NUS over NTU, but mind you, the sentence's in the past. For an indecisive person like me, giving me more choices will create nothing beneficial but more headaches. Perhaps i'm just too immature to be able to make decisions for myself. I'll learn eventually, well i have to, but not now.
The reason why i put that sentence in the past context because I have come to terms with myself, that in life, we always will have and need to forsake one for another, which is true. I forsake NTU's fun uni life for NUS's prestige. That was the decision i made, no one but myself, thus I will have to be responsible for the decision i've made. There's no doubt for that.
What will we be 10 years down the road?
I wonder...