Just some thoughts I thought I would like to share with my fellow friends.
I just had a chat with my senior aka close friend aka sister. K, this friend of mine certainly holds many different roles in different parts of my life. She was my senior when we were back in secondary school. She remained a close friend of mine when she graduated and moved on to her poly and me to AJ. She became my colleague while awaiting for school to start and now, she's my school mate in NUS. Haha. But all these times that she stood by me, I know, she's more than just a senior, a friend, a colleague, she's like a sister to me, some dear and close to my heart. I thank god/ or whoever up there, for being able to meet such a person in my life. A gift, I would say, and I really do appreciate it.
Well, anyway, I like to call her Mars in short. And just ten minutes back, we had a conversation through the MSN. We were talking about the past and a recent incident that happened between us and another peer of mine. I shan't go into details here, but all I can say now to that another peer of mine is that:
I don't hate you, neither do I hold any other form of emotions towards you. You were once a role model I looked up to, you were once someone I hold so close to my hear. You were once a peer whom I took trust in and reply upon. But all that changed the moment you chose to betray my trust. I once blamed you at that very point of time, but I don't now cause it's over and all I want to do now is to let the matter lay and be buried deep down in our hearts.
I cant practice what I preach in the past, and that is to let bygones be bygones. Perhaps I can do so 10 years down the road, but not now, definitely. Mars said you wanted the 3 of us to be back like we used to be, but perhaps, some things should just remain in the past and only for us to reminisce.
I used to wish for time to turn back to when all of us were still in CCSS. Only did I came to realise that, it is precisely the fact that we can't turn back time that made the past so memorable and impactful in our hearts. I can never forget the times we shared in Mac, the times we shared in CCSS, the times we shared in Parkway, and may others that still remain etched at the back of my head. Those were one of the most beautiful moments of my life. I mean it.
But. But. But maybe, it should just remain there, as it is, to continue to stay beautiful and unstained in our hearts. Cause, I always believe, nothing's eternal in this world except memories.
Well then, I hope I have made myself clear and yeap, that's all for today.
I just had a chat with my senior aka close friend aka sister. K, this friend of mine certainly holds many different roles in different parts of my life. She was my senior when we were back in secondary school. She remained a close friend of mine when she graduated and moved on to her poly and me to AJ. She became my colleague while awaiting for school to start and now, she's my school mate in NUS. Haha. But all these times that she stood by me, I know, she's more than just a senior, a friend, a colleague, she's like a sister to me, some dear and close to my heart. I thank god/ or whoever up there, for being able to meet such a person in my life. A gift, I would say, and I really do appreciate it.
Well, anyway, I like to call her Mars in short. And just ten minutes back, we had a conversation through the MSN. We were talking about the past and a recent incident that happened between us and another peer of mine. I shan't go into details here, but all I can say now to that another peer of mine is that:
I don't hate you, neither do I hold any other form of emotions towards you. You were once a role model I looked up to, you were once someone I hold so close to my hear. You were once a peer whom I took trust in and reply upon. But all that changed the moment you chose to betray my trust. I once blamed you at that very point of time, but I don't now cause it's over and all I want to do now is to let the matter lay and be buried deep down in our hearts.
I cant practice what I preach in the past, and that is to let bygones be bygones. Perhaps I can do so 10 years down the road, but not now, definitely. Mars said you wanted the 3 of us to be back like we used to be, but perhaps, some things should just remain in the past and only for us to reminisce.
I used to wish for time to turn back to when all of us were still in CCSS. Only did I came to realise that, it is precisely the fact that we can't turn back time that made the past so memorable and impactful in our hearts. I can never forget the times we shared in Mac, the times we shared in CCSS, the times we shared in Parkway, and may others that still remain etched at the back of my head. Those were one of the most beautiful moments of my life. I mean it.
But. But. But maybe, it should just remain there, as it is, to continue to stay beautiful and unstained in our hearts. Cause, I always believe, nothing's eternal in this world except memories.
Well then, I hope I have made myself clear and yeap, that's all for today.
